...The final ritual begins when the moon are at crest, and I call for the ancients to guide me though the gates of hell,
...Sometimes it seems I'm losing in this game of life as I lose in every game I play but I never wanted to play this...from the beginning of it all,
There's nothing left to feel than the seething fuckin hatred against humanity, and the little love left that remains, It balances itself between this dark twisted hatred, and the undying cherished love...,for the love of my life Trish...,
It seems to be all I really know..., This hatred...this love, and How to fight...to keep alive and breathing, The hatred burning my veins calls for more blood-shed, more violence...,

I sit in the loving darkness awaiting for someone to come by and befriend me as i sit and watch people pass me by laughing and pointing. my hatred flowing through me letting the anger grow and grow... i become to hate everyone and myself...,...I seek the everlasting dephs of darkness for more demons to take over my body and free me from this insane world...,

I submit myself to the darkness,...And I throw myself, into the abyss.
...Id rather everyone hate me for everything I fuckin am,
Than have you all love me for something I'm not...,

...we are on a plane of the universe like together on a journey to the dark world but hand in hand where we will get our marching orders from the dark lord himself and all will be quivering when we strike out with our vengence of lust and blood....
I've just been lost in a circle of dark hatred...been tryin to find myself again through the insanity..., (Hopefully the ending chapter of my life will finally reach its end, as the deeper I wander in this realm..., Long have I waited, and long have I lain here alone....Cold and starving in the dark.

Moment by moment I am drifting closer,
To the realm of shadows...where the forgotten lay,
Fuck those worthless bitch whores who scorn to forever wander in the light...and try to control the darkness, in which is was the darkness that was born in the beginning of it all, which makes us the real gods, fuck them for forcin thier shit upon us..., I am the plauge of society as they revel in it...I laugh at their fuckin sickness and misery,

Farewell....
-Raven